There was a period during these past months, where it all became kinda a bit too much to me. And i wrote about it on this blog. And i kinda hesitated to put it on, because sometimes i think writing can be a little tright. It seems like everybody who ends a relationship writes about how hard a time their having. And i think its a bit hard for people to symphatise with that, because its like "Oh, he's single...poor smuck". But the truth is, its a weird thing, you know, all the sudden the whole world's different. People look at you differently. People treat you differently. You know, if you woke up on mars, you'd have trouble with the gravity too. For a little while. You adjust...and i adjusted, but there was a period where i really had a hard time. And one of the things that happens is that you have all these big things that happen to you in your life, when this sort of thing that happen to me, happens. And you begin to pile up big experiences. But i think that sometimes you don't get too keep any of the little ones, that are really important. Like remembering all the little things that make up an memory...like i loved to watch her sleep. Its the breating, the breathing in and out and in and out again. And i realized that i wasn't getting to keep any of the little memories like that; and that it maybe made me angry, but it's also very sad because its about all the small things in your life that you loose track of...


sjoe...die het ek alweer geskryf laas naweek saterdag 2 uur die oggend...dis darem moer funny hoe erg mens dronk verdriet kan kry voor 'n pc....met anderwoorde, ek het nie gescore die week/aand nie, maar aan die plus kant was ek ook nie gebliksem by die club soos meeste ander mense nie.

ja, so ek is alweer tuis...vir nog 'n lang naweek...maar ek ry more machadodorp toe vir 'n visvang sessie saam met my pa se werk.

wat nog? wel ek het griep...voel maar af? ek het gesien hoe die bulls die sharks wen op loftus? uhmm? ek kan nou bubbles agteruit skaats en soos 'n balleriena spin in die ronte? en ek het besluit ek bly by die figure skating ding, want die meisies daar is mooier. sjoe? sal sekker more by die werk 'n draai maak? you've gotta dip you've gotta doodle? Ek het my patologie punte terug gekry...dit was scary...want in plaas daarvan om vir die toets te swot het ek mos terry pratchett se reaperman gelees...die patologie handboek het ek darem 1 keer deurgelees. Nou hier kom die fun deel: "Vraag 1 van 30 punte het gegaan oor angiogenese en inflammasie en sulke toestande...ek het nie 'n enkele sin daaroor gelees tydens my poging vir patologie nie....toevallig is dit die enigste vraag waarvoor ek volpunte gekry het? vreemd ne?"

ok, lekke slaap
willem...as iemand nog my blog lees...los 'n comment onder in die hoekie sodat ek weet ek skryf nie verniet nie.